"You know, I had such great plans for this weekend." you say as you slowly pull my pale bottom cheeks apart. I’d kneel at the bottom edge of the bed, face down in a pillow, ass up in the air, legs spread wide. My face burns hot with the embarrassment that I still can't shake when I'm on display in front of you. I can feel your eyes sweeping across my private areas, taking in every exposed inch of flushed skin. You don't mind tears, or crying, or begging as long as I understand that they have no effect on the severity or duration of my ordeal. "I was so looking forward to start training your ass. Was going to give you a nice warm enema to clean you out, that way I could start off with my finger. Take it nice and slowly, stretch you out, getting you ready for your first plug as you requested." My knees start to shake as I listen to your description. I had never allowed any of my boyfriends to get close to my asshole. The idea seems unnatural and unplea...
I'm interested in corporal (spanking) and non-physical (erotic humiliation) stress-relief and disciplinary punishments. I strongly believe discipline is most effective when it involves embarrassment. My version of humiliation is more erotic, sweet and teasing than insulting or degrading. I like helplessness, vulnerability, exposure, control and nudity as a form of discipline/obedient training.